Love Is Pain
You were my first love. I thought we would be together forever. Few days ago I found out about your secret, this was not ordinary secret. It was the worst of them all. And it was you had created a relationship with someone else. You told me to trust you but I could not at all. I could not believe it that you were talking and going out with him at the same time as me. How could you do that? How could you be so cruel?
You fooled both of us. You told us both that you loved us. You lied to both of us. This is not who I thought you were. I thought you were wonderful. I thought I could trust you. But I guess our relationship was a lie. And few days ago I found out another secret of you that you had another boyfriend too. How many boyfriends does a person need? You were enough for me and I thought I was enough for you. But! Now it is an open secret that I was not enough for you, you need more person as your boyfriend. You told me that you loved me but I guess it was not true.
You told me to trust you but how did I trust you? How could I be so stupid and how am I still in love with you? I used to think about you all the time. Could not be a second without you. I was totally lost in my own world with you. It really hurt when you left me, when you just walked away without a word. You just left. And now I have to suffer with this, this stupid pain. Now I think love is pain. I am feeling the pain.
You told me to trust you but how did I trust you? How could I be so stupid and how am I still in love with you? I used to think about you all the time. Could not be a second without you. I was totally lost in my own world with you. It really hurt when you left me, when you just walked away without a word. You just left. And now I have to suffer with this, this stupid pain. Now I think love is pain. I am feeling the pain.
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